Thiskissy's Diary

Not the best day

thiskissy — Tue, 17 Aug 2010 02:18:39 +0000

Today was supposed to be a special. Its supposed to be a happy day, well for me at least. But I didn’t feel happy at all. I wasn’t upset or sad or mad to begin with. I was feeling neutral on this “supposedly happy day”. I didn’t really talk much to peeps (in this case, texting). Which I usually do. So I guess not talking as much was what I was missing.

But when did my day started to get ruined? I’ll say when I discovered one of my brand new clothe getting messed up in the washer. Ughhhh..I hate it when my clothes get faded out or color stains go on it. I just washed these new gray sweater which I only owned for a day and now its ruined because red stains got onto the sweater. The terrible part was that I only had that sweater for a day and I haven’t worn it yet >_<…It may sound stupid, but hey I’m a girl and I love fashion and clothe.

Timing is KEY

thiskissy — Sat, 07 Aug 2010 17:58:25 +0000

To know when to go away and when to come closer is the key to any lasting relationship. ~Doménico Cieri Estrada

I have stumble upon this quote just few minutes ago and fell in love with it because to me it seem quite true. //click here for site// In order to have a lasting relationship, we shall not smother each other. And what i mean by that is to not always be with each other 24/7. Don’t forget we have our other friends too. I know jealousy comes quickly when our boyfriend or girlfriend is hanging out with the opposite sex (well at least it does for me) , but i learned or need to learned to trust him. If he truly loves me, then I need to realize that when he’s hanging out with another girl that he will never cheat on me with her.

We love each other so much, thats why we wanna hang out and see each other all the time. But then it gets boring. Thats why people take breaks. But its perfectly okay to not see each other for a few days or weeks or even months. Because during those periods when we don’t see each other for so long, it makes us miss each other even more! And when you do miss that person so much, you’ll realize that he or she is the person that you truly love!

Another sappy love poem

thiskissy — Sat, 07 Aug 2010 06:36:39 +0000

I sit here with an empty mind, empty heart,

I have nothing else to say.

All I can think about is love,

and how this sappy love poem will start.

Let me talk about the pain you cause me,

how my eyes filled up with raindrops,

how my heart became so fragile and a kid dropped it,

how I became so lonely and locked myself in my room hating everyone,

but thats too cliche.

Words are beginning to fill up my mind,

I might have something to say after all.

I still think about love,

and how this sappy love poem will sound.

I was never good at expressing my feelings,

I would shut myself up If I felt sadness upon me,

I would vent to my diary and think about our future,

then I would doubt myself and let these tears waiting to be let out,

Does that sound sappy enough?

Not only is my mind filled with words, but so is my heart,

Let my heart do the talking for once since it has endured so much.

What is love?

And now I wonder how this sappy love poem will end.

Do I sound lame writing about how I feel when I’m sad?

Should I even mention why you make me cry?

Is this poem worthless because it talks about nothing worth being read?

Do I even care about my own heart? Do I care about yours?

And thats the end of this sappy love poem.

>_>

[song] Nothing can change that fact

thiskissy — Fri, 06 Aug 2010 21:25:08 +0000

The Secret Handshake – Nothing can change that fact

This song is soo catchy!!! Mostly the chorus part when they sing ” I love you, I love you, I love you…whoa” ..You can not just listen to this song and not sing along to that part. You’ll want to sing to the chorus because its so catchy like that! I just discovered this song on Pandora!! Woot…I love pandora <3 Its this free radio station online and if u have HP MediaSmart Music on your PC, then Pandora is already installed on your computer. Just make sure your connected to the internet =]

So yeahh…. what I love about this song is how the first 2 verses of the song relates to how I really feel in my relationship. I always want to leave my house so I can spend time with my lover! Which I do most of the time but I want to leave the city with just him and no parents =]

why do you make me cry?

thiskissy — Fri, 06 Aug 2010 05:12:32 +0000

I sit here in the dark,

my eyes has just rained on my face,

there’s no umbrella to keep me dry,

these tears race each other down my cheek,

my dry tongue thirst for water,

it taste salty tears like the ocean.

I still sit here alone,

refusing to dry my face,

my heart, it feels funny,

its beating quite faster,

and no words are coming out of my mouth.

I’m speechless because you just did something,

something I will always remember,

that something that made me cry,

that something that made me smile,

you make me cry because you make me happy.

Pancake, my dear

thiskissy — Mon, 02 Aug 2010 22:09:34 +0000

For you, I want to make a delicious heart shaped pancake. Let me do all the work and you’ll just enjoy a nice breakfast made from love.

My sincere apologies

thiskissy — Mon, 02 Aug 2010 21:48:07 +0000

Please forgive me because I care,

please forgive me because I’m worried about you,

please forgive me because I fear of losing you.

But my apologies doesn’t stop there.

Please forgive me for wanting too much of you,

please forgive me for everything I am and do and say,

please forgive me for loving you.

And my apologies continues.

Please forgive my jealousy,

please forgive my overreaction,

please forgive my selfishness.

I’m running out of things to say.

Please forgive me for I am not the best person in the world,

please forgive me for I am not the prettiest girl in the world,

please forgive me for I am not the funniest girl in the world,

please forgive me.

Please forgive me because I make you sad,

please forgive me because I make you feel piss,

please forgive me because I make you feel like that,

please forgive me because I make you feel like this,

please forgive me.

Please forgive me because I’m boring,

please forgive me because you don’t trust me,

please forgive me because I’m not fun,

please forgive me because I’m not into the stuff your into,

please forgive me because you refuse to share your pain,

please forgive me because I’m not worth it,

please forgive me because I’m not that other GIRL.

please forgive me.